Final Update on Zoe

[pookiegirl]

To All,

I will be brief as I can not think very clearly at the moment.

It is with a broken heart and many tears that I tell you Zoe has gone to the Rainbow Bridge at 2:45 PM today.

Her heart failure deteriorated rapindly causingher much discomfort breathing.

The vets said it was a poor prognosis at best she would survive 3 very uncomforatble months We could not do that to our precious baby.

We had no choice but to help her feel better.

Thanks to all for your positive thoughts, prayers and support.

Barbara

[Guest cairnmother]

I am so sorry. I have been reading the posts of your precious baby and I am truly saddened by your loss. You did all you could do. It is so hard to say goodbye.

[Carolinasmom]

Oh Barbara, I am so sorry! Hugs to you!

[Guest mrskti]

Oh Barbara, I'm so sorry. I know how painful that is to do. Poor baby.

[bradl]

You gave her everything possible, including the most difficult gift, when she needed it most. Rest, and let the sadness wash itself away, as long as it takes. In due time happier memories will return, as her gift of gratitude to you.

[sbudd]

I am soooo sorry to hear about your loss. You left no stone unturned in trying to find out what was wrong with your baby. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this sad time.

[Logansmom]

Barbara,

My heart just aches for you. Please know that Zoe is saying thankyou and running around in no pain now because you loved her enough to let her go.

We all love you and embrace you, always know that.

Logan and Ann

[toomanypaws]

Oh Barbara, I am so sorry to read this. I've been checking in all day for an update and so wanted to hear good news. I'm not sure why some things happen and I just want you to know that there will be a great many cairn owners tonight who will be morning your loss, myself included.

Not sure if this will help, but I had these poems on my beloved lab's webpage that I'd like to share w/ you in remembrance of Zoe.

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They say memories are golden.

Well, maybe that is true.

I never wanted memories

I only wanted you.

A million times I needed you,

A million times I cried.

If love alone could have saved you,

You never would have died.

In life I loved you dearly,

In death I love you still.

In my heart you hold a place

No one could ever fill.

If tears could build a stairway,

And heartache make a lane.

I'd walk the path to heaven,

And bring you home again.

Our family chain is broken,

And nothing seems the same.

But as God calls us one by one,

The chain will link again.

Author Unknown

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"I explained to St. Peter, I'd rather stay here,

Outside the pearly gate,

I won't be a nuisance, I won't even bark,

I'll be very patient and wait.

I'll be here, chewing on a celestial bone,

No matter how long you may be.

I'd miss so much, if I went in alone,

It wouldn't be heaven for me."

Author Unknown

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I'd like to think that my lab, Mousse is welcoming Zoe to Rainbow Bridge while they wait for us.

May you find some peace in knowing Zoe is no longer suffering.

Beth

[Milopup]

I am so so sorry. My thoughts are with you in this difficult time.

[toomanypaws]

Barbara,

I did find some comfort in this message board at ivillage.com.

petbereavement

((((hugs)))))

Beth

[Guest Guest]

I'm so sorry. You and Zoe are still in my prayers. I wish you comfort and peace in this difficult time of loss. At least she is no longer in pain, and, someday, you'll be together again. Today is my sheltie baby's birthday (we put her to sleep in October). Perhaps she and Zoe are keeping each other company at the Rainbow Bridge.

[Apollo8it]

I am so sorry to hear of your sad news. I have kept your family and Zoe in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace,

Carole

[Scully'sMom]

Barbara,

I am so truly sorry for your loss. As Brad said, you gave her the incredible gift of doing everything humanely possible for her, and you gave her the most tremendous gift of all, not allowing her to suffer. I know that my first Cairn, Ginger, was waiting along with the rest of our former "kids" who went to the Rainbow Bridge.

My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. Just look inside your heart - Zoe is and always be, right there.

Joanne, Rick and Scully

[kayharley]

I am so sorry for all you've been through and for this sad outcome. Please know in your heart that Zoe is now in a wonderful place and someday you will meet again. That bond is never forgotten.

You have shown such courage and compassion and had hope when there was little else to go on and your love of Zoe has touched every member of this forum. I can't help but cry because we all hoped for a miraculous recovery.

I pray in the future you can love another Cairn with the same intensity you loved Zoe....he/she will be one lucky pet.

Sandy

[Guest posting as: Posey]

My heart breaks for you Barbara. I do bellieve that they do go to heaven.

I can't think of the scripture right now. But I know I have read it.

Stay close to all the memories of your baby Zoe.

Posey

[Tribo64]

I haven't been to the site for awhile... very busy. Found myself here wanting to post a complaint about my Charlie for peeing in the house. I realize what a small thing that really is when compared to your heartbreaking loss. I'm so sorry. I lost a German Shepard - a beloved pet - after 13+ years and I know what a loss it can be. Trailing so closely after the loss of your mother, you must be going through a very, very difficult time right now. Please know that however difficult, time will eventually make life less black. It will get better, I promise. My sincerest condolences.

[GIDGETSMOM]

Barbara

I'm so saddened to hear of your loss. Please know you are still in my prayers. I know she will be greatly missed. Know that you did the right thing, as hard as it was to let go.

Love

Cindy & Gidget

[Toto times 2]

Barbara

I am so very sorry for your loss. I checked as soon as I got in tonight and saw your message. You did the very best for Zoe all the way along and had to make that hard decision that gave her peace and freedom from pain. I know your pain will not heal quickly and I will be keeping you in my thoughts.

Barb

[Eliz222]

I'm so sorry to hear of Zoe's passing. You and Zoe were so brave through this whole journey. I know Zoe is up in Heaven romping around the flowers and chasing birds knowing that her Human, down at Earth, loved her so very much! It's hard to imagine the pain that you are going through right now, but I do know that your grief will be replaced with sweet memories of Zoe in the near future. (((HUGS))).

[Guest Pam]

I can't say it any better than Brad's message. Such a terribly hard thing to do --I have done this too and still look back with tears-- but you gave your baby the gift of peace.

Thinking of both of you with tears now.

Pam (Pepandfriend's mom)

[Guest webstar]

Dear Barb. Please accept our deepest sympathy, we all feel your loss and hope you dwell on the happy times you had together. Molly an Me

[Darsey]

Barbara, I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I send you my sympathy, hugs, and wishes that time helps ease you pain. I agree with brad that although tough you gave her the best gift that you could under the circumstances. I hope that you can take solace in knowing that as long as you have your memories of your Zoe she will always be with you in your heart. You are the best mom and friend a cairn can hope for. I will continue to keep you both in my thoughts. - Darsey

[CathyAnn]

(((Hugs))).....my deepest sympathy.

Cathy

[Brigette]

I am so very sorry for you and your family. You did everything you could to keep her with us. I heard once that dogs go to heaven to play with little children that didnt get to have a dog on Earth. My husband and I had a baby born premature that didnt make it a few years ago. I would like to think that Zoe is playing with my Nicholas now and giving him lots of kisses. Please know that we are all thinking of you during this difficult time.

[grillywarren]

Dear Barbara,

I am so sorry for your loss. I am in awe of your

love for Zoe. I believe she lived with love, and went

with love. How blessed a life. all my love.

my deepest sympathy

Ellie